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Hysteria: Two - Survivalism

Wednesday, July 25th, 2007

Infected
Hysteria
by Andrea Speed

Two - Survivalism

inf10.jpgRoan went upstairs and changed into some ratty jeans and a worn Ramones t-shirt, and grabbed his worn leather jacket out of the back of the closet. No, he wasn’t going to blend in completely, but he didn’t want to or need to; all he needed to do was look inconspicuous. The worst thing a detective could do was stand out when there was no benefit to standing out. If you couldn’t look like you were one of them, you could at least look like you belonged.

He headed out into an early evening turned overcast, steel wool gray and just starting to drizzle, but the air was still thick and the rain tropically warm so it was more oppressive than refreshing. He took the GTO, but ended up parking it a block away from his intended location, in a Starbucks parking lot, because Weston Boulevard wasn’t really made for parking, and what spots that existed were taken up quickly. On his way, he stopped in a 7-11 and bought cigarettes. He didn’t smoke, but cigarettes were as much currency on the streets as they were in prison.

He walked down to the boulevard, and looked around for any familiar faces. It was possible that no one he remembered from his time on the streets was still here - hooking wasn’t a job with great security or longevity built into it. But after a minute or two, he saw a familiar lanky figure wearing a tan Stetson saunter out a doorway and take a seat on the bus stop bench. Roan walked down to the bus stop and took a seat on the bench. “Hey Cowboy, how are you doing?”

The hustler looked at him askance, studying him while pretending to ignore him. He was a gaunt boy, five ten but maybe only about one hundred and thirty pounds, his eyes a delicate blue in a face made to look rugged through an interesting pattern of acne scars. He was called Cowboy because of his ubiquitous hat and the fact that he had a thick Oklahoma accent. He was probably about twenty six now, although he barely looked it, and Roan vaguely remembered that his real name was Leo.

Roan figured it was hair color that gave him away. His eyes seemed to lock on that and recognition dawned. He noticed the boy’s pupils were awfully big, and he was giving off a slightly chemical scent. “Oh hey, Officer Roan, right?”

“Right. Only it isn’t Officer now.”

“Yeah, yeah, I heard about that. They kicked you out ‘cause you was gay?”

Was that the rumor on the street? Considering the rather poor relationship between the gay community and the cops, he couldn‘t say he was surprised. “No.”

“Infected?”

“No.”

Rain was starting to drip off the brim of his hat, making a dull plopping noise as it dripped onto his sodden pant legs. “What then?”

He shrugged, but was forced to admit the truth. “’Cause I sucked at my job. I beat the shit out of a guy.”

Cowboy glanced at him before turning his eyes to the street. If one of the cars driving past slowed down, he was being cruised. “Did he deserve it?”

“I think so.”

“Then what was the problem? Cops beat the shit out of guys all the time, and half of them don’t deserve it.”

That was an interesting perspective. He wasn’t sure the math worked, but far be it from him to defend his ex employers. “It’s all politics, isn’t it? Wanna cigarette?”

That simple question brought an eager brightness. “Yeah, you got one?”

He pulled out the pack from his pocket, tore it open, and shook out a cigarette, which Cowboy took with practiced ease. By the time he popped it between his lips, he already had a red plastic Bic lighter in his hand, and lit the cigarette while Roan was still putting the pack away. You had to feel a bit bad for the nicotine addicts. “Thanks,” he said, exhaling a stream of smoke. “So what d’ya want?”

“Just for you to answer a couple of questions for me.”

The goodwill the cigarette bought seemed to disappear. He was eyeing him with open skepticism. “I thought you said you weren’t a cop anymore.”

“I’m not. I am a private detective, though.”

His suspicion eased, but not by much. “Really? Like some t.v. guy? So what are you investigatin’?”

“Right now I’m looking into some beatings that have occurred out here. You heard of them?”

The tension that had suddenly appeared in his shoulders seemed to melt away as he nodded, but Cowboy chose then to avoid looking at him, gazing across the street instead. “Yeah. Some skeeze jacking the greenies. He’s goin’ for them for a reason, y’know? ‘Cause I can just look at a guy and know within five seconds if he wants to fuck me, fuck me up, or bust me. The new kids gotta learn that.”

“So you’re not worried.”

“Naw. ‘Sides, if I was ever stupid enough to go with someone like that, I got my knife, and I used to castrate bulls. Doin’ the same thing to a guy wouldn’t be much different.”

Roan squelched the urge to wince. Unlike most of these sidewalk cowboys, Cowboy actually had some credentials. He was a rancher’s son, one who got kicked out of the house when his parents caught him with another guy in the barn. He said he just hit the Greyhound station and randomly got on the first bus out of town, figuring he’d ride it as long as he could, which is how he ended up here. He said he was hoping to end up in San Francisco or Los Angeles, but he said he kind of liked it here. He’d been here ten years, and had been hooking for six. At the last count Roan was privy to, he’d been arrested three times. “Did you know any of the kids who got beat?”

He shook his head. “I don’t hang with other hustlers. They’re all thieves and users.”

“Does that include you?”

His eyes and lips narrowed to deadly slits, but his cigarette remained firmly clamped in the corner of his mouth. “You bein’ a smart ass?”

“Probably. If you didn’t know the kids, did you see anything unusual those nights? Did you see who picked them up?”

He shook his head as he tapped an ash onto the sidewalk. “I don’t even remember seein’ ‘em.”

“You know of anyone who might have?”

He shrugged again, taking a deep drag off his cigarette. There was something remarkably stoic about Cowboy, and yet Roan always got the impression that he was the loneliest guy on the planet. It could have been a gambit, a way of attracting customers, but Roan wasn’t so sure about that. It never seemed intentional. “Dunno. I haven’t asked.”

He may have been a known quantity, but he wasn’t an ideal informant. “Does Dude still work this strip?” Dude was a long haired surfer boy looking type, hence his street name.

“Naw. He headed to California last year.”

“Spike?”

He shook his head. “I haven’t seen him for a long time. Dunno what happened to him.”

Shit. Both Dude and Spike got really chatty, especially if they were stoned or you bought them some booze. You had to love the gossipy queens sometimes. “Mika still come by here?”

“Not anymore. She got popped for possession and went to court ordered rehab, and in there I hear she met a sugar daddy who financed the rest of her operation.”

“Oh. So he’s a full female now?”

“Apparently, yeah.” His lips twisted in distaste as he slumped back against the bench. “Why would someone do that? Voluntarily get their dick cut off? That’s just creepy.”

This from the guy who was threatening to castrate any man who raised a hand to him. “If that’s what it takes to make him feel comfortable in his own skin - transitioning to female - who are we to judge? Whatever gets you through the night.”

Cowboy snorted in amusement. “I see what’cha mean about bein’ a bad cop.”

Very funny. He wracked his brain for any other hustlers who might have some information and might be willing to talk to him. “What about Fox?”

“Oh wow, him. He’s moved up in the world. He works for this high class place on Lincoln.”

“Really? What’s it called?”

“Um … Elite Escorts.”

“Cute. Why didn’t you go with him?” Cowboy probably could have; he had a good sized customer fan base.

He shrugged uncomfortably and took another serious drag off his cigarette. “The guy who runs the place is pretty strict. Supposedly he drug tests. Fox said there were ways to get around that, but it seemed like a hassle.”

“What’re you on?”

Cowboy gave him a cutting glance. “Thought you weren’t a cop.”

“I’m not. You just look a little thinner than usual.”

After a moment when he scanned the traffic with predatory eyes, he finally said, “Ice. It’s brilliant. I haven’t slept for twenty eight hours, I can’t remember the last time I ate, and I feel fucking fantastic.”

It was sometimes curious what people considered a good thing. “Why don’t we hit the cafe? I can buy you some food, some coffee.”

He shook his head emphatically, sending rain droplets flying. “Naw. I mean thanks, but I ain’t hungry. I got cash.”

“Good.” But he had a sneaking suspicion all that money would be going for ice, which he knew was some form of refined, synthesized speed. Like meth, but “cleaner”. He knew that was yet another drug that was sweeping the gay clubbing culture - high on that shit, you could stay up and fuck all night, without a break to sleep or eat. Of course you’d probably drop dead of a heart attack soon after, but what was life without risk?

He wished Cowboy luck and told him to take care of himself, which Roan doubted he’d do, and then walked the few blocks to Lincoln Street, hoping he’d see someone he’d recognize along the way. He didn’t, but two hookers offered him “dates”, one male (whom he didn’t recognize) and one female (also new to him).

Lincoln Street was totally devoted to businesses, and most were in identical buildings, although there a couple of older style high rises that had some charm. One looked deceptively like a New York style brownstone, with all the businesses occupying a floor apiece. He went inside to the lobby, where all the businesses were listed on a wooden board with their floors listed beside them. There was a real hodgepodge here - an orthodontist on one floor, an internet travel company on another, a very vague company on another (“Meridian Limited” could have meant anything), and a company named only “Elite” on the fifth floor. That was probably them.

He took the elevator up to the fifth floor, and when the doors opened, he double checked to make sure he had pushed the right button. The floor was almost totally empty; it was just an empty hallway leading to a closed door that had dents and scrapes marring the wood. He assumed Elite did most of their business by phone and internet, but needed a physical address for some reason. Still, he went up to the door and tried the knob.

Bizarrely it opened, and he found himself in a tiny white painted office, with a small Ikea desk that had a three year old Dell computer sitting on it. Seated behind the desk was a young woman with hair dyed an unnaturally bright orange-red, and she was wearing black lipstick and a spiked dog collar around her neck. She was neither attractive nor unattractive, simply there, and she wore a tight spandex paisley top that showed off a rather tremendous pair of breasts. “Yeah?” she asked, chewing gum loudly. He could see that the gum was a disturbing pastel blue.

“I’m looking for Fox.”

“Fox who?” She was eyeing him like a particularly stinky piece of fish.

“Fox the … escort. His real name is Holden Krause, if you’re keeping track of that.”

She kept chewing loudly, giving him a look that could have curdled milk. “We ain’t got no escorts here. You got the wrong place.”

Oh good. The business’s lone defense was an obnoxious secretary. “I’m not a cop. I’m a friend of his. Cowboy told me he works here now.”

“I don’t know anyone named Cowboy.”

“He works Weston Boulevard. He’s hard to miss, seeing as he’s usually the only guy there wearing a cowboy hat.”

The gum went “smack-smack-smack” as she chewed it, a noise so obnoxious he was sure she was doing it on purpose. “I don’t know of any Weston Boulevard.”

He rolled his eyes and balled his fists, trying to tamp down his rage. Obnoxious secretaries actually were an excellent line of defense. If he slapped the gum out of her mouth, would that qualify as violence against women? Probably. All he could hope was that she’d start choking, and he’d have the excuse to give her a too enthusiastic Heimlich maneuver. “It’s the street three blocks away, with the Moorhart building on it.”

She looked at him with a blank, aimless hostility. “So?”

Okay, this was it. He was going to put her under citizen’s arrest for no good reason, and make up charges when the cops arrived. He opened his mouth to start reading her her Miranda rights when the door behind her opened, and a tall, well built black man looked at him in open surprise. “Boyfriend of yours, Ashley?”

She snorted so disdainfully he was surprised she didn’t swallow her gum. “Hardly. He’s some dick nattering on about the Moorhart building.”

After giving her an evil look, he looked at the man in direct appeal. “I’m Roan McKichan, a friend of Fox’s. Cowboy told me he worked here now. I’m just trying to find him.”

The man studied him with a skeptical eye. He was six three and leanly muscled, wearing loose black pants and a skin tight red t-shirt that showed you what he had for lunch (he’d skipped today - either that, or he had a single grape). “Why are you trying to find him?”

Roan held his hands out in mute appeal. “I just need to talk to him. If it wasn’t important, I wouldn’t be here.”

The man raised an eyebrow, and Roan noticed he glimmered faintly. Body glitter? “Are you a cop?”

“Hell no. Do I look like a cop?”

The man made of show of slowly looking him over, and said, “I guess not. But you don’t look like you’re in the game either.”

“I wasn’t; that isn’t how he knows me. Call him and ask - he’ll tell you I’m cool.” This was a bit of a risky gambit, but Fox wasn’t called Fox because he was so damn gorgeous - he earned his nickname because he was so fucking cunning. He was smarter than you’d ever expect a street hustler to be, and there wasn’t an angle he couldn’t work. He gained himself almost legendary status on the street when he talked a judge into throwing out charges against him in court. He was so sly and slick it was impossible; he’d missed his calling as a politician. Roan had asked him why, considering how smart he was, he decided to work as a hustler. Fox’s reply was: “It beats work.” He was betting that Fox would know that if he was asking for him, there was a good reason for it.

The man pulled a tiny little cell phone out of his pants pocket, and hit a single button, indicating that he had Fox on speed dial. He was another one of the hustlers, obviously, but it made him curious who was behind the door. “Hey, Fox? There’s a guy here at the office who says he knows you.” His brown eyes fixed on him curiously.

“Roan McKichan.”

“Roan McKichan.” He paused briefly, listened, a slow scowl forming on his face. “You sure? Okay. See you later.” He turned off the phone and slipped it into his pocket as he said, “He said to send you on over. He lives in Lakeview Terrace on 38th Street, apartment 24. You know where that is?”

“Yeah, I do. Thanks.”

As he turned to go, the hustler asked, “Hey - how do you know him? Are you an ex-boyfriend or something?”

“No.” He looked at him over his shoulder, and said, “I arrested him once.”

He hadn’t really personally arrested him, but the lie was worth it for the look of shock and horror on his face.

The thing about Fox was he was sure if he didn’t know anything, he’d know exactly who to talk to. If there was anyone out there who knew anything, Fox would find them. The only problem was, he wouldn’t help him if he didn’t see how it could benefit him, which was a major problem. You couldn’t outsmart Fox, you could only hope to convince him it was worth his while to work with you.

And Roan frankly didn’t know how he’d convince him this was worth his while. But he supposed he’d cross that burning bridge when he came to it.

Not Done Yet!

Saturday, July 21st, 2007

Author’s Note: No, I’m not done with Danse Macabre yet, but sometimes when you’re seized with a story idea, you have to type it up before it makes you go nuts, mainly because it’s hard to write anything else until you get it out of the way. So I think I’m going to be alternating stories from now on - one week a chapter of Danse Macabre, the next week a chapter of Hysteria. Or until my head explodes, whatever comes first.

Hysteria: One - Day of the Baphomets

Saturday, July 21st, 2007

Infected
Hysteria
by Andrea Speed

One - Day of the Baphomets

inf8.jpgAs Roan grasped his upper arm firmly, trying to staunch the flow of blood, he wondered how he’d gotten himself into this mess.

Maybe the problem was this was another male lion, one not inclined to fold, but also he could smell illness coming off of it - it wasn’t right in body or mind, and therefore not assessing threats correctly. The panicky people didn’t help either; their fear was sharp in the air, and it was making Roan salivate as much as the lion growling in the alley.

“Roan - “ Dylan asked pleadingly, visible in his peripheral vision.

“Get away!” He snapped, and as the lion took a step forward Roan took a step towards the cat as well, roaring a challenge that made its ears flatten against its scalp. It knew he was injured, but it also had to know he was still stronger than it was. Its mane was predominately black, making him wonder if it was a black haired man under the transformation, although such a characteristic wasn’t always a sure bet. He was a good sized guy, though, at least six feet, somewhere around two hundred and fifty pounds.

How had this happened? He was meeting Dylan for coffee before Dylan went to work - that was all. Innocent as could be. Then he heard a woman scream, a truly genuine scream of horror, and he came charging around the corner to find a man under attack by a lion, which had him on the ground and was gnawing his forearm like a turkey leg. Roan didn’t have a chance to finesse this, and of course he wasn’t armed, as he had closed up the office for the day. Not that it mattered - there was no way he’d open fire on a cat anyways, and certainly not with civilians around.

Roan did what he had to do. He charged the cat and tackled it, ripping it off the man and sending them both rolling out onto the street as he yelled at Dylan to get the man inside. Cats, being a hell of a lot more flexible than people, were hard to keep a hold of at the best of times, and this was a big lion, slippery with blood and its own fevered sweat. It twisted violently in his grasp as a car’s tire just missed their head by centimeters, and sank its teeth into his arm, tearing through the flesh like paper.

A mistake. By the cat, as he had been holding back his instincts quite well, but now with the pain ripping through his body, the cat instincts had broken out. He threw the cat bodily away, so hard that it hit a parked Lexus with an audible thud, making it rock on its shocks and leaving a huge dent in its side door. It landed unsteadily on its feet, shaking its head, as Roan struggled to hold in the cat instincts wanting to emerge. He felt his jaw shift, heard the bones crack, and tasted blood in his mouth as his teeth ripped through his gums, but the most troubling thing was he wanted to rip its fucking throat out. He could almost taste its flesh in his mouth, and he wanted it as badly as he had ever wanted anything. It was a desire so electric he wanted it to sweep him away.

He couldn’t let it, though. He fought it back inside him, only vaguely aware that Dylan was trying to get the crowd back, assuring them that “he” (Roan) knew what he was doing and could handle the cat. The lion was momentarily stunned by the impact and the conflicting smells of blood: blood from his fresh arm wound, and the blood of the man, who had been dragged inside a nearby barber shop, but the blood was still on the sidewalk, and smeared on Dylan. Roan instantly recognized the danger and growled, earning the cat’s attention, and it growled back, hair standing up along its spine.

Roan wasn’t sure what he was doing, but he lurched to his feet and charged the cat, roaring all the way, and while Roan knew he never would have done that had a shred of his humanity had control, somehow it worked. The cat turned and ran, heading for the nearest bit of cover, which was a dead end alley between a thrift store and a specialty bakery. It snarled and growled warnings, its eyes lambent yellow as it crouched behind an industrial dumpster, and Roan stood at the mouth of the alley, keeping an eye on it. It wasn’t a permanent retreat; the cat was sizing up its options, and if it was able to race past him, it could get to any of the people who were still looking on in spite of Dylan’s best efforts to warn them back. This was now a territorial thing between two male cats, a struggle for dominance before a fight that couldn’t possibly be fair. Yes, the cat had claws and teeth and speed, but he had strength and a peculiar animal rage that seemed far more dangerous manifesting in his Human form. He had hands and feet and both the knowledge and desire for a kill. The win was his the moment he decided to take it.

He was vaguely aware of an authoritative male voice barking, “Back, get back!” and then movement in the side of his vision, which made his muscles tense as the cat squad came, a tall black man in a black squadron jacket quickly taking aim at the lion and firing a drug gun cartridge at it. Even though it hit the cat in the front leg, it roared in pain and charged, and Roan shoved the man aside and caught the lion with an open palm to the side of its head, making it slam against the brick fronted wall on the left and come sliding down to the pavement, both the drugs and the impact combining to take it out of play.

“You don’t shove a -” another cat squad member began, sounding angry.

But the shooter was up and intercepted him before he could come within reach. “Torres, chill, it’s okay. That’s McKichan.”

Hearing his Human name seemed to bring him back to himself, and he closed his eyes and took several deep breaths through his nose, trying to make his lion go back into its cave.

“The cat guy?” Torres said in disbelief.

Someone else, someone on the other side of the street, commented to someone else, “Did you get that? I’ve never seen anyone move that fast -”

Oh shit, had someone captured him on a phone camera again? God, he hated those fucking things. Once he was sure his cat side had submerged to a reasonable level, he opened his eyes and visually scanned the nearby crowd, but they looked at him funny and he couldn’t tell who was the dick with the cell phone camera.

This cat squad was slightly more deferential to him, as their leader - the man who shot the cat, Moore - seemed to think he was pretty nifty. Moore mentioned meeting him as a rookie, but Roan had no memory of it. He was glad he’d left a good impression, though, or he might have gotten a gun butt in the back of the head.

The ambulance crew that arrived didn’t include Dee, which was actually a relief. He didn’t think he could deal with him right this second. Although they wanted to take him to the hospital for his arm wound, he told them he’d be fine, they could just wrap it up. This was met with frowns and suspicion, but they had no choice.

Once Dylan was done giving his statement to police, he came to see if he was okay. He was uninjured, but he had the man’s blood smeared on the front of his shirt - he’d picked a bad day to wear a white t-shirt. He was a bit unsettled, which was to be expected, but as much as he tried to shrug it off, he knew he had scared Dylan. Was it the roaring, fighting the cat, the partial transformation of his face? Either way, it was good for him to see this. He may have known the realities of him being infected, he may have known he transformed into a lion a few days a month, but he needed to know this. He needed to know other cats could bring out his inner lion; he needed to know pain and rage could do it too. He wasn’t a normal infected, he was a virus child, and that brought its own perils and problems. If he couldn’t handle it, now was the time to find out, before he got too accustomed to having him in his life.

Although Dylan didn’t seem to feel good about it, he told him to go ahead and go to work, he was just going to go home and do some paperwork, which was only a partial lie. He suspected Dylan was slightly relieved; Roan suspected he was as well.

Roan drove himself home, wondering how long he should wait until he searched YouTube for himself, and his cell rang. He let it go to voice mail, but he already knew it was Dee. There was some kind of mysterious EMT network that allowed one to tell him all about his occasional travails and treatments almost the instant they were done. He didn’t know how that worked, yet it always seemed to.

At home, he showered, getting the blood and sweat off, and unraveled the bandage around his arm. Although the teeth had torn through his flesh after biting, there was still a pretty good imprint in it, and blood still oozed from the deeper punctures. He threw on some sweatpants and went downstairs to his still unremodeled office, where he started to throw some punches into the heavy bag. It hurt his arm, but that was the point. Along with the physical pain, he concentrated on how he still missed Paris, how there were moments - just like this - where he longed for him with a physical ache, and that was enough to bring on the partial transformation. He felt it building, felt his muscles burn and twitch, his skin itch from underneath and grow hot as it too stretched and moved, and he watched with almost clinical fascination as muscles and subcutaneous fat reached out across gaps left by the teeth to reconnect again. Within five minutes, the only way you could tell the lion had bit him was by the blood still streaked on the pink, fresh skin of his forearm. Also, as soon as he called back the transformation, wrestled the lion back in its cage, it hurt. It hurt so badly it felt like his arm had been run over by a dump truck and set on fire, and his upper chest and face had been slightly mauled in the incident. But at least he wasn’t bleeding anymore.

He still felt horrible. It was probably thinking of Paris, of course. He’d been dead for two years now and he hadn’t been quite able to let him go. How could he? He’d been his husband and the one person in this world whom he could truly say was perfect for him; they had balanced each other out almost perfectly. Which was exactly why it couldn’t last, as things like that never did. You got a moment in the sun, but that was all - a moment. Good things never seemed to last beyond that.

He liked Dylan, he really did. He was intelligent and serene and had a good sense of humor, and there was no doubt at all that he was extremely attractive and seemed to like him for some unfathomable reason. And yet he couldn’t stop wanting Paris, missing him. Dylan was being patient with him, waiting for him to make the moves, but Roan was already convinced it would never happen. He wondered if he’d ever get the courage to tell him before he left in disgust.

The phone rang as he was about to start upstairs. He figured it was Dee calling him again to ask why he hadn’t called him back earlier, but as he glanced at the caller ID, he saw it was displaying Murphy’s number. Was she calling to taunt him about his latest cat fighting venture? She really wasn’t the type to do that. Roan picked up the receiver out of curiosity.

“Something I can do for you, officer?”

She made a small noise of a smothered laugh. “Well, aren’t you snappy? You should be in action hero mode more often.”

“I’m hanging up now.”

“Oh, don’t be that way. I heard you saved that guy’s life. So just take your compliments graciously, you negative queen.”

“I am not a negative queen,” he snapped, sounding pretty negative to himself. He sighed heavily, and collapsed on the end of the sofa. “What can I do for you, Murph? Besides be a punching bag.”

“Well, I have this favor I wanna ask you, but I’m afraid to.”

“Oh god, this isn’t one of those things where you’re gonna ask me for some of my sperm, is it?”

“God no! Keep your goddamn spunk to yourself!”

Roan felt oddly relieved. “Good. I mean, I am infected and a bad candidate, but if you believe Hollywood, all you lesbians are sperm hungry baby machines.”

“So I’ve heard. It’s news to me and Kim, but I imagine we’re out of the loop,” she admitted sardonically. She cleared her throat - he imagined her spunk comment was overheard and earned her a funny look, which she cut off with that sound - and after a moment, she said, “I’m afraid to ask you this because I know you’ll go off and investigate it yourself. And you can’t do that, as it’s a police matter. Do you get me, mister?”

Now he was curious. “Is this some cat thing?”

“No.” There was a long pause, and when she spoke next, she had dropped her voice to a low whisper. “You don’t know about this because no one in the media has picked up on it, but we seem to have a serial hustler beater in town.”

“What?”

“These hustlers - I think you guys call ‘em twinks, younger guys, kind of on the slim and feminine side - have been turning up beaten bloody and left in parking lots, on the sides of the road. They were reported by emergency rooms, and occasionally a statement was taken, but for the most part the hustlers gave fake names or got out of there before or when the cops showed up.”

That was understandable. Even female hookers weren’t likely to report beatings or rapes, for the same reason: who believes them? They also had a poor opinion and association with most cops and just didn’t trust them. If they admitted what they did, they could get arrested. “How many in what time frame?”

“Well, what we’ve got is five in as many weeks.”

“So he’s a busy boy.”

“Worse than that. The newest victim was found bleeding in a gutter on Tuesday night, very nearly beaten to death. His jaw was fractured in six places, he’s missing four teeth, his eye socket was shattered, and they had to induce a coma to keep his brain from swelling.”

Roan winced. “Jesus fucking Christ. He’s still alive?”

“He is, but barely. And get this - he’s fifteen.”

He groaned and sank back deeper into the couch. “Motherfucker.”

“He’s been ID’d as a fifteen year old runaway from Idaho, Michael Gilpin. He was new on the street, and claimed to be a seventeen year old named Eric; no one who has talked to us have claimed to know him.”

“But you think they’re lying.”

“I do. I also think our mystery john is decompensating fast. I think his next victim will be a murder victim.”

Considering Gilpin was almost beaten to death, he was willing to bet she was correct. “You’re homicide. I had no idea they had you working on future murders.”

She exhaled heavily, like this comment was a low blow. “They’re not. This is Wilson’s and Lozano’s case, but I’m doing Wilson a favor.”

“Which Wilson?” There were actually three cops that he knew of working out of that precinct with the last name Wilson, two white and one black, and none of them related to each other. He decided to make a wild guess. “Maya?”

“Yeah. She asked me if I had any street level contacts since she and Loz are having such a hard time getting any of the hustlers to talk to them honestly. I didn’t, but I did think of you.”

“’Cause the whores love me.” He said that with thick sarcasm, but really it wasn’t sarcastic at all.

“They do, Roan. They always talked to you. I’m hoping, since you’re no longer on the force, they’ll do that even more.”

He thought about that, leaning his head back and closing his eyes. The one thing he did as a cop - lousy as he was at it - was open up dialogue between some of the street people and the cops. He wasn’t sure why, except he didn’t see them as sad junkies but people who’d made poor decisions in their lives and were just trying to survive, which he couldn’t begrudge. Also, he was seen as an outsider even amongst his fellow cops: openly gay, openly infected. Pariahs had a tendency to recognize each other, and while they didn’t necessarily stick together, they did try and deal with each other honestly. Occasionally, arrested hookers would request him specifically, because they knew he wouldn’t rough them up or make backhanded remarks about them, and usually give them a cup of coffee. “So that’s the favor. Go talk to the whores and find out what they know.”

“We need to get this guy before he kills. Considering his pattern, we’re quickly running out of time.”

That made him open his eyes. “One a week. How many days do you think we have?”

“He hasn’t stuck to a strict seven day schedule, so it’s hard to say. It could be as many as five days, or as few as two.”

“Son of a bitch.” He rubbed his eyes, wondering why this day had turned out so shitty. “Where was the Gilpin kid found?”

“On Royal Avenue. We have reason to believe he had been selling his ass on Weston Boulevard.”

Which only made sense - you wanted to buy a piece of ass, you went to Weston Boulevard. “Okay, I’ll start there.” He wondered vaguely if any of the hustlers he knew by name were still working the streets down there.

So much for his plan to brood and feel sorry for himself tonight.